Suggestion

It was a foggy morning. The fog outside somewhat manifested  the cloud inside me. I wanted answers and all I wanted was some lonesome time to clear that cloud . I was looking for peace and restlessness was not ready to leave me. The ongoing struggles between right and wrong was strong and it needed some thought . At the end of it all that mattered was what I think , how I planned to go ahead , and what was my decision. I had spoken to God , I saw a psychiatrist and met psychologist but came to one conclusion what mattered was what I wanted from my life and I had no right to go weak in achieving that . Only then could I have got rid of guilt I was carrying within and living with. And with all these thoughts I went inside the chamber .It was the chamber of Dr Kalra , a psychologist by profession but priest for me who was there to show me the light at the end of the tunnel and give me some valuable suggestions to improve my life and get on with it in most positive mood that I was capable of .